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Well let's say moving on is not the easiesr part of a life!
I'm cured! Finally! After all this time i'm done with that!
I can't say I feel the same again! It cannot be that strong so fast... But I really think I could feel the same way! I want to feel the same way and being love back! That's all I wish..
Did you ever meet someone, lost him and when you got him back, feel something special? Something you never thought you could feel for this person ? Well that's kinda my situation today..
The problem is that I don't want to make him freak out telling him that! I don't want to lose him! I'd rather have him as friend only that don't have him in my life again!
I'm gonna wait some more to see how it will progress! XoxO <3
I'm cured! Finally! After all this time i'm done with that!
I can't say I feel the same again! It cannot be that strong so fast... But I really think I could feel the same way! I want to feel the same way and being love back! That's all I wish..
Did you ever meet someone, lost him and when you got him back, feel something special? Something you never thought you could feel for this person ? Well that's kinda my situation today..
The problem is that I don't want to make him freak out telling him that! I don't want to lose him! I'd rather have him as friend only that don't have him in my life again!
I'm gonna wait some more to see how it will progress! XoxO <3
Today I realized I haden't forget anything.. I keep holding on my good memories I used to have. I still hope my life would be as good as it used to be few years ago... I remember I used to be happy ; I hadn't this big hole inside of me. My mind and my heart where still intact, I lived my life without thinking of any problem. I used to think life was easy and great. Actually it's not... In real life, people disappoint you and kill your dreams, break your feelings and don't even realize how harmful they are...
You can have someone in your life during a long long time, be very close, have sweet talk, live thinking the other is a part of your life and then one day, it's like you where dead. No news, no text, no smile, no look... You don't exist for the other no more, it's like you never have!
Today I couldn't stop thinking of every words, every look, every touch we had... But now it's over, my heart broke.. We are not in the same world anymore.
I dream of coming back 3 years earlier and change my futur...
You can have someone in your life during a long long time, be very close, have sweet talk, live thinking the other is a part of your life and then one day, it's like you where dead. No news, no text, no smile, no look... You don't exist for the other no more, it's like you never have!
Today I couldn't stop thinking of every words, every look, every touch we had... But now it's over, my heart broke.. We are not in the same world anymore.
I dream of coming back 3 years earlier and change my futur...
Someone told me Love was great ; I'd like to have this feeling again. The only time I really felt it, i didn't get it back. I was so stupid to think he could ever want me. Maybe I didn't deserve him. I don't know when I'll feel something this for someone again. I need someone who makes me feel fine, I don't need to feel special. I just wanna be happy. I'm not looking for Charming Prince, Cinderella already has his heart.
My last 2years were the worst I've ever had. I don't think I could be sadder. And I'm not only talking about love... I know I'll find the one I need. He's just out there, maybe I already met him but I don't know yet he's the good one.
It's unfair to the people around me to say I'm sad and unlucky, 'cause they make me feel better each days that pass. But I just have a big hole inside of me that I can't file...
My last 2years were the worst I've ever had. I don't think I could be sadder. And I'm not only talking about love... I know I'll find the one I need. He's just out there, maybe I already met him but I don't know yet he's the good one.
It's unfair to the people around me to say I'm sad and unlucky, 'cause they make me feel better each days that pass. But I just have a big hole inside of me that I can't file...
I think it's time now. I wainting long enough! I waisted enough time with him.
Now I just wanna forget this f***ing sad story. I know after so much reflexion, that I can be happy. I know I'll find someone that will be carefull. Even if I don't find THE one, I will find somebody to make me feel fine.
I've had so much fun those last month! I was hiding my sadness, but it was successful finaly!
I just wanna say to the people who were with me during all this time, people I know for a while, people I just met, that I love them !!! haha.
I think you can say you care about someone when you wanna talk to him/her. You wanna text them when something was funny (even if you don't). You wanna share what you lived. You wanna spend time with him/her, party with him/her. You also wanna do again what you already did together.
I think this is a good definition of caring!
For now, this is all i wanted to say =). Next to come... <3
Now I just wanna forget this f***ing sad story. I know after so much reflexion, that I can be happy. I know I'll find someone that will be carefull. Even if I don't find THE one, I will find somebody to make me feel fine.
I've had so much fun those last month! I was hiding my sadness, but it was successful finaly!
I just wanna say to the people who were with me during all this time, people I know for a while, people I just met, that I love them !!! haha.
I think you can say you care about someone when you wanna talk to him/her. You wanna text them when something was funny (even if you don't). You wanna share what you lived. You wanna spend time with him/her, party with him/her. You also wanna do again what you already did together.
I think this is a good definition of caring!
For now, this is all i wanted to say =). Next to come... <3
Sometimes there's nothing you can do to make you feel better. All you're trying to do, is forget the pain, forget all that hurts you. It's not that simple.. because there's always something to remind you what created this sadness.
All this time I've wasted because of you is now my past. I know I can go through all of this, and follow my way until I'll find some kind of happiness. No one understand how I feel, because noone knows my story. Every single details change a part of myself ; This is what makes everyone different.
Every people I met in my life are important because everyone had an impact. Good one, or bad one... Maybe I would have been happy right now if I hadn't knew only one of those persones. I won't say I hadn't a great life until now.. I've friends that love me, and I love them back, I had a lot of fun and my family is lovely to me. But I've passed through things that broked me inside.. Events that broked my soul, my heart, my mind. I feel stronger now, but I have some days I don't wanna fight against myself, I don't wanna stand up and do as if I was fine..
I feel empty, sad and mad. Maybe I won't find "the good one" ; the Perfect one for me, if this happens ; or .. doesn't happen better said ; it would be because I can't forget the only one I've ever really loved.. I just hope this will pass and that I'll find someone good for me ; someone careful, funny, that will love me and be by my side whenever I'll need him.
Maybe love is just a game, but if you wanna win, you'll have to respect the rules and the other players because if you don't you won't be respected back. Don't loose the game, don't take the chance to be unlucky, because if you are ... You'll loose everything that you cared of...
All this time I've wasted because of you is now my past. I know I can go through all of this, and follow my way until I'll find some kind of happiness. No one understand how I feel, because noone knows my story. Every single details change a part of myself ; This is what makes everyone different.
Every people I met in my life are important because everyone had an impact. Good one, or bad one... Maybe I would have been happy right now if I hadn't knew only one of those persones. I won't say I hadn't a great life until now.. I've friends that love me, and I love them back, I had a lot of fun and my family is lovely to me. But I've passed through things that broked me inside.. Events that broked my soul, my heart, my mind. I feel stronger now, but I have some days I don't wanna fight against myself, I don't wanna stand up and do as if I was fine..
I feel empty, sad and mad. Maybe I won't find "the good one" ; the Perfect one for me, if this happens ; or .. doesn't happen better said ; it would be because I can't forget the only one I've ever really loved.. I just hope this will pass and that I'll find someone good for me ; someone careful, funny, that will love me and be by my side whenever I'll need him.
Maybe love is just a game, but if you wanna win, you'll have to respect the rules and the other players because if you don't you won't be respected back. Don't loose the game, don't take the chance to be unlucky, because if you are ... You'll loose everything that you cared of...
Picture from the New Year's eve !!
4jours de pur bonheur à la montagne suisse de Grächen
Merci touts les "M" pour ces moments inoubliables ! <3 $)
4jours de pur bonheur à la montagne suisse de Grächen
Merci touts les "M" pour ces moments inoubliables ! <3 $)
